Thursday, January 13, 2011
day seventeen.
i can’t say i did anything today. i was actually really depressed that all my friends left so i just had a lazy day and stayed in and watched shows, which was much needed since i hadn’t been home much recently.
anyway, this song.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
day sixteen.
BRIAN’S LAST DAY! D: this was prob the saddest day i had experienced in a whileee :( slept over danielle’s and we woke brian up around 11 because we didn’t have a lot of time left together! we picked up rebecca and went to get lunch at panera and then hung out at her house for an hour. then we said bye to rebecca because she was going back to college D: it was really starting to hit after already saying bye to bryan and lauryn that all my friends we’re leaving again for college… after we left we helped brian pack and then drove to the airport. in the car i was feeling sad so i didn’t talk much. i got to thinking about high school and how much all these people meant to me. i have one specific memory that really makes me happy when i think about it.. i used to go with brian to his locker after every physics class before gym and then we’d meet lauryn at her locker after and then we’d walk to gym (or lunch, depending on the day) together, always. the whole ride to the airport brian played really sad music because that’s the kind of mood we were in.. it made me really nostalgic thinking of this memory. how it was such a small habitual thing we would do every day, and how it was something i would never get to have again.. people always ask why i hate college so much and why on earth i would want to go back to high school. well my answer isn’t just because high school academics were easier, it was because of these people. my best friends who made everyday worth it. people don’t really appreciate high school until it’s gone, but if you think about it, these are the people that shape you. whether you stay friends or not, these are the people that make you, you. and when you leave and go away to college and spend time without them, you miss them. and when you’re home, and all of you eventually have to part ways again, you come to the conclusion that you never realize how much your friends are apart of your home until they leave it. i miss high school because, although i can always see my friends again and again, i’ll never be able to experience what i had in high school with them ever again. no field trips, no locker visits, no carpooling home. it’s a past-time that you can only remember through memory. it’s a very nostalgic feeling.. but despite all that, when i hugged brian goodbye, i realized how much i love all my friends, and how they made this winter break the absolute best one i’ve ever had. it was definitely the best way to start the new year.
this is the only picture i took that day. it’s a horrible picture, but it’s a picture of brian walking away through the doors and i feel like it kinda represents all my friends leaving.. but i wouldn’t take back this winter break for anything.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
day fifteen.
brian’s last night! D: i woke up at danielle’s house and went to hangout with some friendss..we got red mango and hung out at matt’s house for a little (: then they dropped me off at my friends house where i met up with brian and danielle..then lauryn came over and my friend threw a little get together for brians last night. overall i had a good time, but this is the problem i had with that night:
there were these three girls, but one girl specifically who i knew were judging me, brian and lauryn..like she has something to say about us..and you could tell by the way she whispered and stared and texted that she had a problem with the way we interracted. I don’t really blame her, im sure from the outside it’s easy to judge. but here’s the thing, and also my problem with people.. you don’t know anything about our relationship. the three of us are best friends, we know each other on a certain level that we only share with each other specifically because the three of us are very similar and can relate to each other. we’re best friends and the way we are so comfortable with each other is just a reflection of that. it’s hard to explain, and im ranting, but that’s just it. it’s not something i can explain. all i can say is that i love brian and lauryn and because you don’t know us, please don’t judge. bla bla bla rabble rabble rant rant. hahah ok, im done! that’s all. this prob won’t make sense later. whatevaa!
Friday, January 14, 2011
day fourteen.
we all made family dinner together! like in jersey shore! :P then after eating our FEAST we played twister and LIFE LOL..really fun actuallyy! and then we saw HARRY POTTER ..where i fell asleep because it was like my fourth time seeing it…but it was free so it was fine! haha then went back to danielles for a little and went in the hot tub and i ended up sleeping over! (: it was the last night we all spent together and i said bye to bryan because he was the first to go :( i think it was a good way to end it though (:
Thursday, January 13, 2011
day thirteen.
hahah, oh this night. we drank at rebeccas house and played a drinking game that brian got for christmas..we ended up making our own rules and by the end of the night…let’s just say i had kissed a girl and i liked it. LOL! but it was lauryn and it was just a peck :P ..oh and coconut rum tastes like coconut shampoo. not good..
Monday, January 12, 2011
day twelve.
the night was pretty crazy. it snowed SO much so we went sledding and then went in danielle’s hot tub! we played this game where if you lost you had to do something crazy in the snow.. like run to the fence, run to the basketball hoop and shoot until you score, do a snow angel…ALL in your bathing suit mind you! D: it was horrible in a sick funny way hahaha, but also THE WORST PAIN.
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